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i won't be mad
if you decide to leave
you do what you must
dont worry about me

it makes me sad
when i start to think
how you must feel
week after week

at times i think you are leaving
i can feel it inside
just whatever you do
please dont ask me not to cry

if i was god
i'd go out of my way
to make you all better
so that you could stay

and if i could
i would bring
heaven down to earth
so you could stay with me

i wish i could save you








Angie Blackschleger

1 good thing

i drove today
got my restricted license yaaay!

got tickets to see

CARCASS
SEPTEMBER 18TH HOUSE OF BLUUUUUUUUUUUES
WOOOHOOOO!!!

mom

its quiet here
i'm alone with my fears
your words echo in my ear
i miss you

the empty halls
the stone cold walls
does he care at all
that i need you

your love - my life
your pain - my spite
my tears i fight
can i hold you?

the night will take
the smile i fake
my heart that breaks
i love you









Angie Blackschleger

sams bday

had a bbq for sams bday yesterday... it was so nice ...being able to see everyone. i failed on my trying to stay sober, but realised that beer is really quite okay. apperently my camera is broken so i couldnt take any pictures.
anyway, the point is, i hope you had fun sam.
i love you so much and i hope you have an awesome 23rd year. you are so great and you light up our lives
love you!!!!!

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, dont patronize - dont patronize me

cause I cant make you love me if you dont
You cant make your heart feel something it wont
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and Ill feel the power
But you wont, no you wont
cause I cant make you love me, if you dont

I'll close my eyes, then I wont see
The love you dont feel when youre holding me
Morning will come and I'll do whats right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

cause I cant make you love me if you dont
You cant make your heart feel something it wont
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you wont, no you wont
cause I cant make you love me, if you dont

(bonnie raitt)

heel

i said some bad words to you
forgive me.
i am clearly just a little too selfish
but please
think well of me?

we're going our separate ways , i know
it seems its better for the both of us
so goodbye
run and play
and be happy

i hope you dont forget me
because maybe one day
when i let go of my selfish wants
we can be friends
i would like that very much

either way i wont forget you......
and no matter what you choose to think (and whatever that is, its okay i dont blame you), i love you








Angie Blackschleger