Crash Into Me (DAVE MATTHEWS BAND)

so like...when they played this song at the concert last night i got goose bumps its so pretty. u should listen to it.


You've got your ball
you've got your chain
tied to me tight
tie me up again
who's got their claws
in you my friend
Into your heart
I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll
Lost for you
I'm so lost for you
You come crash into me
And I come into you
I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
If I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you
to forgive me
in my haste
When I'm holding you so girl
close to me
Oh and you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show your world to me
In a boys dream.. In a boys dream
Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
tied up and twisted
the way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash into me

excuse the french

ok so i havent blogged in a while..........
my new job and stuff (heh). you know wht i mean. or do you?!?
aghgh well i live so far from work so i have to do all this driving..so i was thinking of moving in with sam...buuuuuuuuut i'm really just not in the mood to move. aghghghgh...i'm not in the mood for much of anything. i'm feeling a little frustrated and discouraged right now. what else is new?
i'm so sick and bloody fucking tired of "THIS".
ok and...
the last days i've been waiting and waiting to chat with danny but he never comes on so thats really gay.
ahghgh cant wait till this day is over. oh i just heard "the reason" by hoobastank on the radio. makes me sad! ok enuf randomness for now...
goddammit motherfucker.

photos on sams birthday

sooo cyuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute!

the most sweetest of the sweets

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM

i wish time didnt fly by
i wish the hours i could undo
so it could be how it always was
it would be just me and you.
i've been by your side
i've known you (literally) forever
thought it would always be so
just you and me brother.
i've watched you grow up
i've watched you become
the man you are now
so handsome and strong!
i saw times get hard
i saw how you've hurt
but through it you've come out
for the better, not worse.
i saw what they did
wished i could take it away
did we ever know
life could be that way?
now you have a son
and his beautiful mother
i thank god for his blessings for you
i'm sure there'll be many others!
while i wish we were still young
and it was still just me and you
i'm happy to see how far you've come
you're so amazing
its true!
i cant wait to see
what the future holds for you
you will be all you can be
i know thats something you can do!
i love the way you make me smile
you can do it like no other
i love how i'm totally in tune
with your brilliant sense of humor.
theres so many things
so special about you
if there'd be only one thing to thank god for
i would thank him for you!
i hope the days to come are wonderful
you deserve only the better
but no matter what always remember
I LOVE YOU
my favorite redhaired brother!





p.s. sorry for the junky layout. i wanted it to be nice...but i dont get how to do it.

its a day that i'm glad i survived

so work was very very gay today. it got so busy and we were only two girls. we had no dishwasher, no busboy, no salad boy. the manager always gets so pissed in these situations but its his own stupid fault that he doesnt come prepared (i.e call someone in). argh then everyone has to suffer for it!
well i got another 20 dollar tip today...but i gave half to tammy cuz she is the best server ever! she is seriously the only girl i can work with.
anyways...
and i'm very upset too cuz this girl is quitting and my boss should have asked me if i wanted her days but he just gave them to another girl. i mean, maybe he assumed i'm gonna start school. but he should have still asked! i'm so sick of the crap.

tell me what should i do

i'm so frustrated at my stupid job. i found out today one of the cooks (the only cool person there) got a job at macaroni grill as a server and i'm soooo jealous! i really want to work there...i thought maybe i'll go apply on monday. course i'm not gonna get it though!
argh i cant take it anymore!
its really annoying that i work so hard but everybody else slacks off. then the tips we make are shit!
oh but hee hee, this guy gave me a $20 tip today. "because your beautiful". and i dont mean to brag. buuut....i was like...all ohh...thats so nice. well it was kind of weird. but...i was like blush blush.
dude i'm so confused right now.
i wish someone would tell me what to do...

Baby Judah and Little Vee