woohoo

ARCH ENEMY!

ARCH ENEMY!

ARCH ENEMY!

yawn

i'm sick with myself right now
i think you must be sick of me too
i'll keep myself out of your way from now on
and anything that reminds me of you.
not that i'm really in your way though.... i realise i'm probably nothing more than a flea....
dont even try to tell me otherwise
i'm tired of being shielded. you're only adding insult to injury.
but maybe its fun for you.....
hm....
what a thought.

whatever....

either way, i'm tired of losing.

today

my car passed smog, (with flying colors) fewf!
yay

i took the longest nap in the history of naps

my room is a complete disaster but i'm trying to ignore it.

i feel out of sorts...........
but its on!!!

oh and .....heehee ....... 8 more days :D

i think the worst is over now....

good 1 ang

oh well i was arrested the other night and spent the night in jail
thats how i know guys
anyway i wont keep u guessing any more
i got a DUI
ugh
it was a horrible horrible night.

anyway never mind that now
(not to undermine the seriousness of the situation though)

cuz i'm stoked today :D

:(

jail is no fun

torn

i hope i can let you go
even if just for your sake
i hope i can accept you will be happier ultimately....without me.
i hope i can find my own.....i hope i can carry on.....
alone
i hope the pain will end....but if not i hope i have the strength to bear it
i hope i can forget and start again
i hope i can find the answers within myself
i hope i can just love you at a distance
and keep it in my heart
(so that you will know its not for me
but only for you)
i hope you know i'm here for you if u should ever need me
but i will never ask anything of you
i hope all of these things and more.
and i will try....

but if i am to fail in any way....
please dont hold it against me.







Angie Blackschleger

return

ok...
i'm back

R.I.P

i hadnt seen you in for ever
but you were thought about.... often. I always thought you belonged in our family. You were almost like a brother...thats how i thought of you when i knew you.
i always thought you and my sister were meant to be.
somehow things got in the way
but i'm sure you did the best you could.......................

you were loved
and you will always be remembered

Rest In Peace
Aaron Miller