thanksgiving

pu-lease
*rolls eyes
just another excuse for americans to pig out and get fatter than they already are.
UGH........

but happy thanksgiving...for what really counts

vultures (ARCHENEMY)

(mom....skip this post.)


Breathing life into these mares where enemies turn into flesh
This is the abyss I fear the most – I feel their eyes staring at me

Waiting with carnivorous patience, their memory timeless
For all they know I must succumb sometime…

A solemn cry rises to the sky as heavy wings blacken out
The morning sun with infinite darkness. Am I dreaming or am I dead?

In search for my heart – Lost in this hell
The vultures are soaring above – Tearing me apart

Screaming Voices in my head.A sudden pain then deadly silence
Devouring the remains of my heart – I can feel it dying

Picking at the bones of my soul
Left me dead inside
The more I gave the more they took
Left me dead inside




(man.....i know EXACTLY what she is talking about)

sound familiar?

i dont want u to give up like i have
i dont want to steal your life
like you've stolen mine
i dont want you to change a thing
as much as i might hate it
its not what i like
but stay who you are.
i'm sorry i held on to you
i couldnt let myself fact the facts.
i couldnt see
i was blinded.
i loved you too much for my own good
i hate that i needed you.
i hate that you were the beginning of the end
but i wont be angry
i am running to my sadness.
its harder...but not unfair.
i cant follow
and i cant stand right now
it hurts.
but i wouldnt ask for it to be any other way
it is what it is.
i hate to let you go
but
run to your dreaming...
do what you love
find what you;re looking for
leave us behind.
dont look back.
i wont.
i wont cry either
not this time
i choose to be nothing
feel nothing






Angie Blackschleger

news

i saw ambie the other day...for the first time in like 6 years. it was nice.

and...

i discovered photoshop.
yay!
thats all.