hmmm

i guess no one blogs anymore.........

??

fall

winter is setting in
as my sadness
the leaves will fall
as my tears
cold wind through barren trees
blows
as you have flown
the birds will fly south
just as you go
and the rain (our snow)
will pour
and overflow
as the pain in my soul

winter cold returning
as memories
the sun will set too early
as mine
the flowers wilting
and dying.....
as you


oh summer
stay

my retrospect

please
don't let go
don't lose your grip
hold on
a little tighter
for me
please don't slip
away
keep holding my hand
please stay with me

breathe
it's getting shallow
please breathe
a few more times
at least
i'm not ready
to be without you
please
don't leave me

stay awake
don't fall into endless sleep
don't let them take you
yet
open your eyes
it's not a dream
stay alive
talk to me
hear me
say everything
we ever meant to say
please
stay awake

open your eyes
stay alive
stay here with me
just breathe!
hold me tighter
stay a while longer
please
i won't be okay
just yet
if you leave
please
stay with me
please
don't leave
i'm begging you....

just breathe

for me

lost (by killswitch engage)

it's even louder in the silence
and it's always the same
the darkness always finds me
when i hear your name

it should have been me
and i want you to know
that i'll hold you in my heart
and i wont let go

just take take away this sorrow
its too much to bear

drifting
from your memory
i'm lost
lost without your love

now the time goes by
but the torment remains
if only i could wake
and see your face again
there would be no more regret
for all the things i never said

drifting from your memory
i'm lost
without your love

its getting harder to face
another day without you
i'm lost
lost without your love

i wish i was as strong
as you were in the end
but the darkness claims me
and i fall once again

drifting
from your memory
i'm lost
without your love
its getting harder to face
another day without you
i'm lost
without your love

its getting harder to face
another day without you
lost

sand

the silencing
of your voice...
and all that remains
an echo
like a haunting
it wasn't my choice.

the letting go
of your hand
what that fully means
i don't yet understand
it wasn't my plan.

the setting of my eyes
on your face
no more
only floating images
in my mind
and dreams
i try to capture them
and hold them
till they fade...with time

the tears in my eyes
for your demise
and my heart so broken
for words left unspoken
will i float above them?
will it make me wise?

the passing of time
of trying
to leave you behind
of being so lost
without you
should i keep on trying?

the dreams i dreamed
of you and me
i couldnt reach them
or make them come true
there wasn't enough time
for me, for you

living...
for a time
my heart -
you inside

i'm just breathing
not alive
my love
i cannot find..............


angie blackschleger

6/17/09

what a waste

i've had this blog for 3 years

Grandma

I think you must be an angel
An angel in disguise
You are so gentle
So loving
So kind

I think God must have spent
a few extra minutes
creating you
I'm sure He did
I'm sure it's true

I hope when i grow up
I'll be just like you
So caring and warm
In everything you do

You must be an angel
Of that I'm sure
You are so beautiful
So kind
So pure

--Angie B

5-14-09